i confess that i have a good confession i want to share, but dan won't let me yet. 

note: i am not pregnant. 

I'm pretty sure me blocking him on gchat was the last straw. It was so long ago now but every time I block someone on gchat I think of him. I didn't do it to be mean, and I didn't do it permanently- just so I could get some things done without being distracted. But the thing is, I forgot to unblock him...and that's when the sh* really started to hit the fan. I don't really know him anymore even though I see him all the time. Life makes me sad.

thoughts on reading Patti Smith's Just Kids

i don't know how to be hungry. i know how to be poor, humble, embarrassed, and motivated, but not hungry.

:S

I must confess that I absolutely LOVE John Croce's song, 'Operator'.

I know it's a cheesy song, but I love the chorus.

I'm designed for failure. I'm completely exhausted from trying to succeed.