no. not really. being sad is normal. human even. if i were being honest i would say that i broke down yesterday morning in the kitchen and started crying in front of quinn's family. this is the second time they have seen me do this in almost a year. my family has never seen me do this. i am trying to be more open emotionally. its slow going for closed people.
but i'm not closed. i'm an open book. i don't know what's going on. maybe it's that i refuse to make this the center of my life. i have so much i'm responsible for...i don't have time to be a nut case. maybe this is just me taking care of myself.
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no. not really. being sad is normal. human even. if i were being honest i would say that i broke down yesterday morning in the kitchen and started crying in front of quinn's family. this is the second time they have seen me do this in almost a year. my family has never seen me do this. i am trying to be more open emotionally. its slow going for closed people.
but i'm not closed. i'm an open book. i don't know what's going on. maybe it's that i refuse to make this the center of my life. i have so much i'm responsible for...i don't have time to be a nut case. maybe this is just me taking care of myself.
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